October 2008


I don’t know how I will ever be able to keep up with my self-imposed task of writing 15 posts per month. Seems easy enough, that on average I’d be able to find time to write every other day.  Sadly this is not me. 

Unfortunately at the moment, it’s not the job that’s kept me busy. It’s the school. Well, actually it’s the title of “Editor” that I took on at the school that keeps me busy. 

So when the editor of the SC Weekly asked me to dig up  a Halloween story – I jumped at the chance.   My bright idea was to visit a Halloween store and write about my observations. Sounds easy. Should be fun. I’ve never had the gutts to fully enjoy the make-believe silly season. 

Not that I can’t laugh at myself. But the truth is, I laugh at myself all year long. Along with a lot of other people. Halloween is the one day you can be sure that you will catch me serious and adult-like. I’ll be the serious one handing out candy yucking it up at everyone else….ok I am a party pooper!

Anyway, I went to the Halloween store, after taking the Mom to the Mervyns in search of her winter turtlenecks and purses, which is not to be confused with Mom’  summer turtlenecks and purses.  She has plenty of each. But you can’t expect  a woman to use the same accessories all year long.

The Mervyn’ spree was a waste of time.  TO BE CONTINUED…

As the editor of my college newspaper, I’ve had a lot of time recently to ponder my life and what it takes to keep going. And the jury’s not too happy.

I’ve been herding a large group of cats and I’ve got the scars to prove it. I’m not even sure my medical insurance covers this.

All writing, is not the same. Maybe you’ve written a book review for your blog or an ”A” term paper for a Sociology or Poly Sci class. You might harbor a secret  from the world that you are the next Stephen King or Jennifer Weiner (chic lit).  You can even line your shelves with Literature awards. But in all these cases, we’re compairing apples to oranges.  

Gray Cat

Gray Cat

If you haven’t written and published in a  newspaper, you haven’t written and been published in  a newspaper.  Maybe you want to learn to write for a newspaper though your feelings get  hurt easily. Quit now. Yes, you. Run away!   

My first foray into Journalism happened when I was a high school freshman. Writing was the furthest thing from my mind. My Mom insisted that I join the staff because she thought it get me out of my shell; make me go out and talk to strange people I didn’t know.

Well, the first try was a disaster. The teacher expected me to go out and get ads.  Anybody who knews me then, knew that I would’ve had a better chance joining  Fleetwood Mac.  So I dropped that class quick! 

The next year my family moved out of town so I went to a new school where the advisor didn’t breathe a word about those nasty ads. So I stuck around long enough to get out of my own way and learn to write. But it was a tearful lesson in squelching my ego.

I don’t know how many times I showed my stories to the editor before she quit marking up my paper. That page looked like a schematic drawn in the dark by a crazy person when she got done with it.  I cried. And cried some more.

But I wouldn’t give up. I knew eventually that I would get it. I was smart and I just kept trying. Most times I didn’t even understand what I’d done wrong. I heard the words of the advisor and the editor but I just couldn’t understand what they were asking me to do.

I kept plugging along in the newspaper writing class and eventually, I got it. I got it so well, that when any story came up that nobody else wanted, I took it. I wrote so many stories that they made an award for me: “The Most Contributions.” 

That award was the first I’d ever recieved and the one that made me most proud.

Now, with three years of Journalism behind me,  I sign up at Gavilan College. I know about newspapers, I’ll take ‘em by storm I thought. Wrong! 

After reading my first story, the student editor said, “I suggest you take Logic and come back here. I don’t know what you are trying to say in your story.”  I didn’t get it. I was a star in high school and suddenly I couldn’t write?

I cried when I signed up for Logic. And I cried when I dropped the class. I figured I lacked the logic to understand a Logic class. But I wouldn’t give up Journalism.  I continued to  turn in stories, on deadline. In addition, I kept working hard in my newspaper writing class.

And eventually, my stories got marked up less. Then one day, my story was hardly written on at all. I was so thrilled. I finally got it!

Thank God I stuck it out. Nobody had a personal vendetta against me. Everyone knew what they were doing and what they were trying to show me. Had I not removed my ego, I never woud have learned.

Different stories call for different word length. Different tones are also used. It isn’t personal if you are assigned a 700 expose’ and someone else is asked to do a 500 personal profile.

We need to tell a story in an economy of words. People’s attention spans are shorter all the time.  You might be proud you took up 1000 words to tell a story that could be told in 400 words. But how you will you feel if the majority of readers don’t finish reading because they feel too lazy?

I rest my case.

In my last post I wrote about the anxiety I felt about attending a football game at my school, West Valley College in Saratoga against College of Marin.

Now I’d only been to a few games that included Lincoln High School’s Big Bone game. We won!  So I really had no idea what to expect. But I really was pleasantly surprised to find that I actually enjoyed the experience, that a few hours earlier, I’d wanted to cancel.

There were no bleachers at WVC for me to tumble from. There were no seats at all. Spectators searched through an enclosed area of broken chairs to retrieve something to sit on.  One of the three seats my group found, was wet from the previous night’s rain.  Even wet pants couldn’t put a damper on the day. 

Vikings 42-27

Vikings 42-27

WVC’s football area is in the center of a track for runners. The actual spectator area is on a ridge of ground about 20 feet high. 

I don’t know if community college games are all the same, but this game seemed strangely quiet due to the fact that there there were no cheerleaders, nor was there  a loud marching band. Maybe I’ve watched too many NFL games.

Vikings rip the College of Marin!

Vikings rip the College of Marin!

A quick head count revealed that were about 200 spectators, which included two men who dawned VIKING head gear. I’ll post a photo here. My NIKON camera actually did a pretty good job.

The final score was   42-27.

Journalism makes a person do weird things.

For instance, go to football games in the rain. I hate rain and I know almost nothing about football. But it seems to me that a dedicated writer would do what needs to be done, whether they are interested in the subject matter or not.   So I will suck it up.
 
My mission is to take photos of the West Valley Vikings college football game. Mom’s  mission is to run interference against men who find middle-aged women (me), attractive.
 
Since I age about an hour a minute, I told Mom there’s nothing to worry about.   But she’s having none of that.
So Journalism also makes my 70 year old Mother do weird things. This is her first football game, my fourth. I can be ignorant with company and have much more fun.
Not being sports fans we suffer from the lack of owning proper clothes to wear to sports games. I tried on  four outfits and kept dressing down until I got it right.  If nobody laughs I will guess it means I did okay.
 
Mom’s wearing a stylish, short wool jacket with a faux diamond pin. I look equally silly as I’m wearing brand spankin’ new 
Sketchers gym shoes. And at $60, this was the top of my shoe budget for shoes I don’t really want to have to wear. 
 
Years ago, I found myself in a situation in regard to Journalism, that I didn’t find so funny.  I ended up questioning my personal ethics which  I always thought were unwavering. 
My editor questioned the attribution of a quote I used in a story. Someone involved in the story read the finshed draft, and said that I made an error.
 
I know darn well who gave me the quote. But I did check my notes before getting back to the editor. It was a good, concise quote and that’s why I used it. I have no control over who says what. 
 
But getting back to today’s game: if you go and someone falls from the bleachers with a thud, check to see if their bright blue shoes are covered in mud, or their jacket is a houndstooth green check with an adorable Peter Pan collar. 
 
It will just be me and my side kick fullfilling our obligations.

I have yet to find a suitable explanation of I why chose writing as a career,  that does not make me sound – or feel schizophrenic.

This quandry leads me to wonder if schizophrenia is in fact a mental condition, unescapable by people who earn their living  working with words. 

You sit with you pen and paper or at a computer while forcing thoughts to tumble and around your head like wet levis in a clothes dryer. All this  to create a puzzle of words that makes sense. 

Once you finish, you may be thrilled with your work. But on the other hand, there will be times when your labor will earn you enemies.  The criticism stings less if I refer to them as “nasty audiences.”

My first lesson with nasty audiences came during my 14th Christmas when I was living  at my dad’s house. A place of real psycho drama…..to be continued….